my best friend. we have been best friends since the 6th grade. i have so many memories with you, memories that i forgot about until today. i had the time of my life talking about the past with you.
i forgot how great we get along, and i forgot that i can tell you anything. i have been through so much with you, so much bad. you were there for me when my mom died, and when my grandma died, and when my family was just shitty. and i was there for you through all of the heartbreaks that you went through, and i had forgotten how fragile your heart was.
so many of my firsts were with you: first drink, first smoke, first shoplifting, first anything illegal; it was all with you. we always had such a good time, even if we were doing nothing. it used to be just you and me, unstoppable.
i don't know what happened to us. we just lost touch. we stopped talking. and i forgot about all of the wonderful and horrible things that made you the best friend that i have ever had.
spending that time with you made me realize how much has changed. i miss when everything was black and white, courtnie and jodi. now its just dull shades of gray. i missed you so much, it hurts to think about it now.
i want us to be those two friends again.
friends forever.
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