The Night

All sorts of rain gathered around the sun today.
Clouds, soaking with color,
Gently revealed a different kind of silence.
My body sinks into the earth,
Weighed down by stones coated with thick discomfort.

I want to breathe.
All I can hear is the sound of the wind,
Quietly stealing my air.
My lungs push into the walls of their cage,
Leaving me anxious, waiting for the day to end.

But tonight…
I will run alongside the wolves,
Follow them as they chase the moon,
Mimic their proud howls to the sky,
A truly wonderful sound.

For these stones are lifted as the sun retires.
I find my freedom in the stars,
My inspiration in the farthest corners of our world,
My love while wandering in the dark.
And tonight, I will breathe.

My love

I hate September
The lies of June through August persistently linger in you
Playing with my fragile mind, teasing my senses
I’ll never adjust to how those months erase you
Lightening your hair, leaving nothing but freckles on your cheeks
I’m sickened by the thought of it
That god damn superficial summer stealing you away from me
Masking your beautiful frustrations with a bright sun and tanned skin
Leaving me waiting for your return

I miss your pale face and even paler eyes
Your pure radiance against the reflection of the stars hitting the cold ocean
How I lust for the honesty found in our fall
Only in autumn can I find your soul in full bloom
The warmth from your chest versus the crisp evening air
Tired eyes opening halfway with the arrival of the morning light
Surrounded by bright oranges and pale browns coated in grey
Whispering delicate love songs and sleepy thoughts long into the afternoon
You were mine

But dearest, these months have been harsher than expected
Our October and November have transformed into a bleak December through February
Which in turn became a dark, rainy March through May
Followed by a painfully hot and uncomfortable June through August
And now September refuses to release you from its grasp, my beloved
The seasons are so cruelly passing us by
It’s almost as if you never were
But when leaves are shed and days disappear
I’ll close my eyes and I’ll listen for you in the wind